Hurt

Hurt

I just wish I could be noticed
So I could wash away this pain
I try so god damn hard
And all I ever get is friends
It makes me hurt inside
All this time I spend alone

Want to just walk away
Patience is a virtue but I’m running out
Feel like my destiny is to be alone
From the friends who I cannot trust
Who have broken my trust and love

Now I try to wake up
Try to feel the same
Thought maybe I found some happiness
But again it was thrown in my face
And tonight I bleed
Try to set it free

I’m so tired of this world
I work so hard, all in vein
Just to be happy for one day
But I can’t see through this veil I make
And I cover my eyes
To keep the pain away

Could I just find someone
Could just find my way
Can’t I just bleed
Where are the answers?
And why can’t I find a way to just smile and walk on